feelingfat..

This is a complaint post. I am going to do nothing but complain with the exception of one thing...

I woke up this morning feeling gross and fat.

I guess I didn't win the challenge since Mike the FD didn't call me. That makes me a little sad. Kinda makes me feel like I failed the challenge. I could have pushed myself harder. Worked out 5-6 times a week instead of the 4 sometimes 3 sometimes 5..etc...etc..etc...

I saw my arms in the mirror and they look huge. Losing inches, but they feel huge...

and last but not least...the icing on the cupcake. This means it's the positive thing about this post because I love cupcake icing. I am at the goal weight I Had said I would be when FTM left. Granted it is on the house scale, but STILL. That is a huge feat and it makes all of the above feel so insignificant.

I know there will be good days and I know there will be bad days. I know eventually I will plateau, but hopefully that will be after my birthday and before Christmas just in time for FTM to come back and kick my butt into shape.

Today is a new day, and so is the day after. I'll just keep on working hard and keep the bad days to a minimum.

xoxo- k